Breast cancer awareness giveaway!!!
Streamed live on Oct 1, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTRvZZk6eQU

hi Claudia who are you I am running
behind I am so sorry
hey Jenny I don't know what I was
thinking but I was sitting there on the
chair and I was like oh oh my gosh I'm
supposed to be going live in like ten
minutes
I I think I haven't moved that fast uh
since uh it's been a while but I'm doing
good I'm doing really good i had my
counseling session today so that was
pretty nice hi Michelle so I just yeah
it's been kind of a low-key day today I
am contemplating on contacting my doctor
because I am still really suffering this
whole tired thing and I know that he had
mentioned about my thyroid being off and
he said that it could wait until I do my
followup with him with my anxiety meds
that he started me on I just don't know
I don't know if it's something I can
paint for because this um being tired
all the time is just no fun it really is
no fun
so really I'm struggling I mean you
could probably just see in my face it
just looks like I am pure exhausted like
I just ran a marathon and actually I
haven't done much so yeah I am now but
otherwise I I'm doing good I hope all of
you guys are doing good it's been very
nice weather here the last two days
thank goodness it's not
do you Claudia and how does that work if
you have I was reading up online I was
doing some research because I mean
really honestly I've never even though
thyroid issues run really bad on I guess
both sides of my family so I was talking
to my mom about it sorry I mean it was a
camera a little bit um I was talking to
my mom about it when the doctor had told
me the results and he and she said well
you know that I'm on thyroid medicine
too and I'm like oh I thought it was
just on dad's side and she was like well
no I mean I do too so I get it shot from
both sides my one of my cousin's
daughters she had seen that's where this
is get confusing I don't know what kind
if I roid it is but just she had to have
like a chemo program that she went
through but she didn't have cancer it
was something like not cancerous but the
chemo is supposed to help it to shrink
the thyroid or something I don't know
like I said I really don't know um yeah
fatigue for sure that's you just put you
on meds okay well I really hope that
they get me on some it's because I need
some energy I just I can hardly keep up
keep up with Omar and Ezra as it is and
and the weird thing is is in Claudia
maybe you can answer this to their days
where you have good days and then days
that you have bad days with the thyroid
if you're not being medicated at this
point because obviously I'm not being
medicated are there days where you had
more more energy versus other ones hey
Molly how are you thank you so much for
checking in okay Claudia then I don't
feel so like I am like whacked out
because there are days that I do feel
good and those are the days that I'm
getting my exercising in and cleaning up
the house and I feel more motivated with
you know
everything going on around me then I
have these days like today where it's
like literally literally hold on you
guys hold on
nope that affected me or not but I
wouldn't put my thumb on sick mode um I
literally just oh hey I could use the
the losing weight part and yeah
definitely I I just want to feel better
I just want to feel like I've got
control over over my tired is because
darn it it's like like I said one day I
feel really good I feel like I can just
knock everything out of the park and
then the next day I could just be boom
sleeping sleeping sleeping like where I
just feel like I haven't slept in days
and today is one of those days where I
just every time I sit down I'm passing
out like literally passing out and so
those are the days I have to make sure
all these around because I will
literally sleep on the kids like knots
let me rephrase let me really rephrase
that
I will not sleep on my children but I
will sleep while they are around mm-hmm
okay definitely I I definitely want to
talk to my doctor some more because and
you know in it and again this is another
weird thing is I I feel like it's gotten
worse since I've lost weight so I don't
know if that's another thing is that is
that a trigger cuz I know like your
gallbladder when I lost before before I
have my gallbladder taken out I lost
significant amount of weight and my
gallbladder went crazy and we had to
have an emergency hey chef one of these
pies so glad you're here
I snapped you to make sure I reminded
you because I knew you were you were you
know busy busy today so anyway he's back
to my gallbladder so it ended up having
to be emergency gallbladder surgery
because they said that the me losing the
amount of weight that I had it caused my
gallbladder to stuff I know love I know
that's why I thought well I'm gonna
shoot this to you and hope that you know
if you weren't busy but I totally
understand if you can't stick around I
get it cuz I know I have a lot of a lot
of connectors right now that are going
through a lot not changing the subject
but and I just ask that everybody hold
each other up in thoughts and prayers
because it's you know everybody is going
through something really hard right now
and I feel like sometimes I wish I can
just go to everybody's home and take
their problems but I thank you Claudia
oh my snapchat Chris you want to help me
with that one because I don't even know
my snapchat me life with Caitlin hi
welcome whoo-hoo I'm so glad to see more
people coming in thank you Chris I
totally I honestly don't remember might
snap I people ask me all the time what
is your snap name I'm like oh but anyway
so since I've lost weight I feel like my
thyroid or the fatigue
has come even worse and I mentioned it
to ollie the other haul is prob about a
week and a half ago I said well I was
before my doctor's appointment cuz this
is before I knew anything was triggered
with my my thyroid I said I said honey I
thought me losing weight would cause me
to be getting more oh there you go
Claudia so it's a me Ramadan isn't that
simple and here I
can't remember that um you're so welcome
and thank you Chris so much yes thank
you
um and so I told him I said gosh what I
would think that my energy would be
popping back up not going down so I
don't know it's crazy but today's just
been one of those days have my my tails
hanging behind me and I'm just dragging
hoping that I can just keep my eyes open
just a little longer for a little for a
little later tonight because my kids are
nowhere close to being ready for bed but
guess why I made my husband take my
children to the store so that um well
Omar was in here earlier and I was like
oh no no no no you're going goodbye
you gotta go I I need some mommy time I
need some non streaker moment I need
some no I'm taking a dump in my diaper
and need to announce it to everybody on
YouTube ship world that he took a dump I
just need a moment
um anyways let's see what else I would
there was something else I was gonna
talk about oh I know
I know what I was gonna talk about um I
keep looking up there cuz I'm looking up
my fall wreath okay so I am going to be
doing another giveaway but I was really
contemplating because I wanted to do the
auction for the fall wreath Erin as I
got bought thinking about it I was like
you know
I don't want my channel to be about
people coming on here and buying stuff
and you know that's not what I really
intend to go on my stuff to be about but
I love gifting I absolutely love gifting
people and if I can give to people every
day I would I really would that's just
that's how I find my joy in life
sometimes is by gifting and and I know
that that's my love language I don't
know if you guys are aware of love
language if you guys have ever read it
I've never personally actually read it I
think it's something that I want to read
but I've talked a lot about it in
counseling and one of my loved languages
is gifting that's how I show my love
that's how I show my affection and so I
was really contemplating it last night I
thought you know I don't want to do an
auction sorry my stomach just growled um
I don't want to do an auction I've been
actually do it as a giveaway so my fall
wreath is going to be going up for an
auction so I'm thinking so I have the
breast cancer awareness one that's going
this month so I'm thinking probably the
second week of October I'm going to go
ahead and do another giveaway oh it's
totally okay I totally understand in
fact I was late today because my phone
kept freezing up on me and I'm like why
why do you do it now I swear it's Apple
doing this to me because he's making me
want to buy a new phone and my husband's
like I know we're not getting new phones
you just got a new phone last year we're
still paying on that thing no anyways
boy I'm bouncing around everywhere uh
so anyways I'm thinking the second week
of October I'm gonna do another name
draw and between that time till November
I will get it shipped out to the person
that wins
um but I'm really yeah I want to do
another giveaway and I think that's
gonna be my giveaway is my fall wreath
so hopefully people are like wanting
that one if you do I'm and I'll
definitely put this into my vlog too so
that way it's a little bit more of a
reminder I'm gonna do the same thing
that I did this time I'm just gonna I'll
do a live drawing but you don't have to
be you know like present for it because
I understand people I mean I've got
people from all over the world and so
some of these people that are on our
channel it's like 2 o'clock in the
morning there well I would not expect
somebody to have to wake up at 2 o'clock
Amarna in fact I did have somebody the
last drawing she set her alarm and was
present forked alive because she didn't
want to miss the the live and I thought
oh my gosh as punches and that is so
sweet I would never expect that because
I probably would not do that myself my
sleep my sleep is facial so anyways I'm
gonna do the same thing where you don't
have to be present to win the prize but
then there'll be 24 hours from the time
that your name is drawn to claim your
prize but I will need everybody to email
me so that way then I have their names
to put into the trolley so that is
something I'm going to be doing and then
my craft corner Tuesdays are coming up
amazing I am so excited you guys excited
to show you guys what I have going so
anyways
well I suppose we should probably do the
drawing because we are gonna have to
keep it a little short tonight and the
only reason for that is because my
chickens are going to be home and yeah
life will not be calm like this in a
minute and if you see a pile of clothes
let's see see see see that's all the
laundry for mom to fold and
but a way how sweet is my family they
take the clothes out of the dryer and
they throw it on the bed so that I have
time to fold the laundry oh yeah and
then I have some cleaning to do it has
to be done sometime right I suppose so
yeah I'm just gonna keep this kind of
short tonight just so that way I can get
those things done but I really want to
start doing more lives you guys I know
that's something you guys enjoy just let
me know
um I don't expect everybody stop with
their doopy and thank you I appreciate
it I really really really appreciate
that I don't expect everybody to stop
with her tunes but sometimes I love
watching lives because I can take
whatever life I'm watching and just take
it with me wherever I'm going in my
house
and that's what I list that's what I
listen to while I'm either I'm cleaning
or whatever I'm doing at that moment so
I'll jump on people's lives and just sit
and listen while I'm doing whatever it
is that I'm doing at that very moment
and with Amy ya never know oh you love
when I go live I'm sure you do I'm sure
you just love see this face see you see
me on snap yes yes Amy on YouTube every
day how could you ever get tired of this
face oh goodness I am being honored
tonight and I don't know what that
problem is it is fun honestly it really
is it's fun I feel like I actually get
to you know talk with you guys and I
want to learn more about all of you guys
and it's just it's amazing I absolutely
love going live in the sense that I
always feel like I have that connection
with you guys and I think that I need to
do more of them I think that that is
important
Oh Molly thank you so much
yeah with a circle where you really
don't know what's gonna roll off of
their tongue really you don't know yeah
sometimes I'm just like oh we got a
daddy button but um yeah and of course
you just can't miss his face um it's
probably planted in quite a few quite a
few quite a few people's memories but
yeah I just he does me too he's just
been so busy working right now his
business has popped up quite a bit of
business which is good on our part but
on the other part it's like my baby's
been down he's been gone so much lately
but I guess that's what happens when you
own your own business you have to be the
one to take the heat and do it all the
right ways which is being gone and
running and hitting concrete and yeah if
I look down at the camera I'm just
curious if I look at the at the the view
like the little black dot am I looking
at you guys or if I look into the phone
am i looking at you guys which one is it
I know when I'm vlogging I have to look
into the little black dot to make it
look like I'm looking at you guys but
right now I'm not sure if it's the same
thing so if I move my eyes I can't I
can't catch my eyes fast enough uh-huh
oh the black drop okay oh they're back
hold on
if you hear them screaming up the doors
because they know that I'm in here they
don't even exist
anyways darling boy my husband was quick
on that one he wasted no time coming
home what's the name that we have to pay
it is biker babe that clear
no biker babe you want I will mention
you on the on the nightly vlog I will
have mentioned you as well so you do
know that you won but yes
congratulations thank you so much for
putting your name into the entry and
remember we're gonna be doing the full
wreath you guys so if that's one that
you guys want as well make sure you
email me I do not know how to tat like
put in my description
Hey oh my god that just made me laugh
obviously you guys can see me huh um and
but I have the fall rate that's can be
going up for auction or not ox and sorry
now I'm gonna change it a for a giveaway
so again make sure you guys that you
start emailing me your names and just
all I need is your name and say fall
wreath that way I know what you guys are
emailing me for I will stick you right
into my I'm gonna call it black box but
clear box and that way then we will have
another drawing again and that one will
be for the full wreath so anyways I am
so excited you guys that we were able to
get on and do this tonight I am really
hoping to do this again live at another
time where I can stay on a little bit
longer I know I'm gonna jump off here
pretty soon but it's just because yeah
like I said my chickens are home um but
I truly truly truly appreciate everyone
of you guys taking time out of your
guys's days to come and stop by and say
hi to me I truly appreciate it again I
love every one of you guys every bit of
you guys I appreciate all the support
and encouragement you guys give me every
single day and allowing my channel to be
something that is a part of your guys's
daily routines it makes me feel so
special it makes me know that I'm doing
the right thing and so anyways I really
hope you guys have a wonderful rest rest
of your evening if I can talk and I will
see you guys in the morning I hope you
guys enjoy tomorrow's vlog bye bye
didn't know how to shut you off to to
lollipop
I don't know how to show you guys so
I'll just sit here and start each other
my hairdo line go from here
you guys are gonna see a little blooper
because I really don't know we got here
oh oh you guys get to see the messy room
look that's cute
all the dirty laundry that my kids tore
offered themselves because they're plain
and water oh yeah there's the clothes
mmm beautiful huh oh and here's the
wreath this is the one that's gonna be
going over giveaway next not about that
one - what do you guys think that one -
or that one I can do that one for
November that one Fergie summer that'd
be kind of cool there's the one the
biker babe one hi Nicole I'm just now
catching you he said was jumping off I
don't even know how to close off my
thing anyways oh there's the missus open
door thing so now I really got to figure
out how to shut this off because you
guys been here screaming uhm but yeah
I'm gonna catch I'm gonna jump off oh
but I definitely will see you guys in
the morning I hope you guys again have a
wonderful evening